67. Destigmatizing Eating Disorders with Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Many people with Bendy Bodies end up in either professions or in very serious elements of their life as performing artists who were doing bendy things. And a lot of those professions come. 

00:14
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
With a certain bodied look and also. 

00:17
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Expectations of a certain amount of suck it up. They're amongst, as we know, the most brilliant athletes on the planet. And lot of the culture in dance. 

00:27
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Comes with we all suffer. You can too. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And there's a pride in that. There's a warrior's pride. So when people are taught to ignore. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Their body's signals, to push through pain. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And discomfort and to look a certain way, it is so easy to fall down the rabbit hole of a restrictive eating disorder. 

01:01
Jennifer Milner
Welcome back to the Bendy Bodies podcast, bringing you state of art information to help you improve your well being, enhance your performance, and optimize career longevity. This is co host Jennifer Milner, a former professional ballet and Broadway dancer who struggled for years with hypermobility related problems. Now I train dancers to ensure the next generation of hypermobile artists are better equipped to work to their fullest potential. 

01:25
Dr. Linda Bluestein
I'm Dr. Linda Bluestein, the hypermobility MD. I started Bendy Bodies to provide accessible information about joint hypermobility. Combining my medical education and personal experiences enables me to treat and coach patients and clients to optimize their quality of life. This information is for educational purposes only and is not a substitute for medical advice. 

01:45
Jennifer Milner
Our guest today is Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani, an eating disorders expert, physician, and the founder and medical doctor of the Gaudiani Clinic. Hello, Dr. Gaudiani, and welcome to Bendy Bodies. 

01:55
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Hello and thank you so much for having me. 

01:58
Jennifer Milner
Absolutely. Can you tell us a bit about who you are? 

02:02
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I would love to. So I'm an internal medicine physician in Denver, Colorado, who specializes in eating disorders. And it's an unexpectedly rare niche, actually. There are so many fabulous therapists and dietitians who specialize in eating disorders around the country. But strangely enough, given how many medical problems either emerge from eating disorders or get worse in parallel with eating disorders, there's just not that many doctors who absolutely love and know this population of patients. So I got into it because my sister had an eating disorder years ago and I supported her on the sister side. Thankfully, she's recovered and has been generous enough to allow me to let people know she is my muse. I ended up really unexpectedly getting to help grow and run the nation's top medical stabilization center for adults with critical anorexia for eight years after I moved to Denver with my husband and then Toddler daughter. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And at the end of that time. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Having realized these are my people, I love this work so much. I love the mind body. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I decided to set out in 2016. 

03:10
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And opened my own outpatient medical clinic that was determined to serve people of all body types, all acuities, all shapes and sizes, and to really help uplift the quality of medical care for people with eating disorders across the country and across the world. So my team and I grew slowly. We're now with my other amazing partner, physicians licensed in over 40 US states. So we do a lot of telemedicine work. And our goal on an individual level is to help people with eating disorders. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Receive care in a passionately, antidiet body. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Positive environment, to receive expertise about the myriad medical problems that happen, to have a safe space to heal and to know that there's somebody quarterbacking their care. Because anyone who has a history of an eating disorder or knows someone will know that things can get complex and that communication amongst a multidisciplinary team is super important. More broadly speaking, I am grateful for my national and international platform where I get to really speak passionately about my determination to provide weight, inclusive care, my deep commitment to honoring patient autonomy and respecting medical trauma and helping to provide an alternative to prior care received. And on a personal level, I am the mom of a 14 and 17 year old daughter and I've been married for 20 years this year. And I love the outdoors and have a very frisky dog who really put us through our paces during COVID. 

04:44
Jennifer Milner
That is fantastic. I am so appreciative of the way that you approach this topic and the way that you are so multidimensional with the care. You're right. There's not a lot of physicians who specialize in it. And I think there are a lot of people listening who just in the first 60 seconds are completely hooked and passionately impressed with what you're doing and how you're trying to do it. Because one of the recurring themes that we hear with people with hypermobility in all of their different issues is that they feel unseen, unheard gaslit. And I think that has such, so much overlap with people with eating disorders. You've commented several times that you're looking for help for people of all body types. And a big thing that I hear over and over again in the dance world is, well, they can't have an eating disorder because they're not too skinny. 

05:39
Jennifer Milner
These are the things that I see and I hear. And so it's so wonderful to hear of a place that is working to be affirming and that is working to be looking at building autonomy and building body positivity and as you said, is vehemently anti diet. So that's amazing. I wanted to ask, was your sister going through her eating disorder when you were already a doctor, or is that one of the things that inspired you to pursue medicine? 

06:07
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
It's a beautiful question. 

06:08
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
She went through her eating disorder as I was in my medical training and absolutely she was one of the inspirations, seeing how the system can not always serve patients and if we're being frank, the system harms patients. So I really became interested in having been an english major in college, who close read poetry, which PS made premed classes really challenging, just barely scraped into medical school. I was really interested in the way that the patient could share their narrative of their own experience and that they would not be seen as a disease, but seen as a whole wonderful yummy human who had certain life experiences. And then I could lean forward and meet them halfway and bring my medical expertise and together we could create a. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Plan that seemed to most honor the. 

06:58
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Patient'S own goals and values. Because, boy, is it so easy with power in the room as a physician for me to make assumptions about what patients want and don't want and to think of myself as this big expert who knows it all. And that's a set of dreadful mistakes. So I really enjoy letting my patients know that they are the captain of. 

07:19
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Their ship and I want to be the wind in their sails. 

07:22
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
It's a really fun partnership and my sister definitely inspired the early seeds of that philosophy. 

07:29
Jennifer Milner
That's fantastic. And that's a really beautiful approach that I think is going to have. I think the compassion comes through, I'm sure, when you're in the room with people. You mentioned earlier that there can be a lot of preconceived notions towards eating disorders. Why do you think there is such a stigma around eating disorders and even trying to talk about them? 

07:50
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, well, I can definitely attest to the medical stigma. 

07:54
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
There are certainly still social stigmas, although I think people are getting better at talking about mental illness and struggles with more authenticity and less risk of ostracization, for instance, or judgment, but goodness knows it's still there. 

08:12
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
On the medical side, unfortunately, I think. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
People with eating disorders are considered to be too difficult to work with. And I don't think that it's doctors being mean. But I do think that the system has squeezed doctors so badly that the idea of working with individuals who have. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Complex chronic illness becomes too fearsome to doctors. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And they will either explicitly exclude those patients or and I bet a lot of your listeners have experienced this. They'll just be so unresponsive or harmful or so belittling or gaslighting that the. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Patient leaves their care. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Those are two of the ways that doctors exclude individuals with complex chronic illness. 

08:54
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So the other piece to this is. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
That I got 0 hour of education. 

09:00
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
On eating disorders and I went to great institutions. 

09:04
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I was at Harvard and Boston University and Yale, so 0 hour pretty wild. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Given that eating disorders on the whole carry a double death rate of any. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Age matched illness and those with anorexia nervosa carry the second highest death rate. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Of any mental illness, second only to opioid use disorder. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So given that well over half of deaths occur due to medical complications, how. 

09:32
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Can it possibly be that there are. 

09:35
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So few doctors who do this? And I think the other piece that we have to keep in mind about why those with eating disorders have such a challenging time in the system is the profound weight stigma that medical providers grew up with and continue to practice that fails people in every possible body size. Let's say that someone is in a thinner or even emaciated body. Oftentimes they'll be invisible in the doctor's office because there is such celebration of low body weight in our culture. And they may be asked questions like, oh, wow, you look great. What have you been doing? Which chills their capacity to say, I'm desperately ill. I'm not okay, I need help. I need to change this body you've just praised, or somebody who is in a quote unquote standard appearing body may appear, and they may be in the midst of a life threatening eating disorder where their life has been completely overtaken. 

10:28
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
By behaviors, and yet they'll be missed. 

10:31
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I had a patient once who was in a quote unquote normal appearing body who had barely been able to swallow food for six weeks. This was before she entered my care, and she had been losing weight. Her dietitian and therapist were terrified for her, and they begged her to go to the GI doctor. They said, Please, you have to go. And so even though the eating disorder was screaming in her ear that she wasn't sick enough and she didn't want to receive this care, she reluctantly went, expecting to be taken extremely seriously and immediately hospitalized for tube feeding. They looked at her and said, well, your weight's okay, so it can't be that bad. 

11:04
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And they sent her home. That's an example of the terrible treatment. 

11:09
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
That my patients may receive. And then those in larger bodies, of course, are stigmatized across the board in any possible setting that you might find them. I literally don't use the O words. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I will use them as an example. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Here obesity or overweight, because they are. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
A de facto patholicization of weight without. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Knowing anything about the person's actual health. So one of my beloved colleagues recently said that she has very fair Irish skin, and when she went to the dermatologist recently, her dermatologist said, you got some increased risk, obviously, for sun damage and for skin cancer, so we're going to have to be careful. 

11:45
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But she said, the doctor didn't prescribe me with fair skin syndrome, which, to. 

11:52
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Make the metaphor complete, would have to also come along with tremendous stigma and, unfortunately, concurrent beliefs about someone's moral state or their way that they care for themselves. So those who are in larger bodies, who often may have severe restrictive eating disorders without any binging whatsoever, are completely stigmatized by doctors as well. So the answer is, it's very complex and frustrating, and this is one of the reasons I'm so passionate about trying. 

12:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
To get the word out. 

12:21
Dr. Linda Bluestein
That also fits with my personal experience of the time that I was probably the lowest weight in my life or at least the least healthy. And I did get praised like that. No, I can completely relate to what you just said when it comes to people with hypermobility, with joint hypermobility. Why is this topic so important to discuss for this population? Why do you think that from the standpoint of this podcast, why this is such an important conversation? 

12:56
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, well, I think that there's a couple of reasons and I know that we're going to get even deeper into some of the other Venn diagrams that overlap for those who have joint hypermobility. But for starters, I want to say that there's good literature that shows that those who are diagnosed with Ehrlos Danlow's syndrome and therefore all of the others who haven't been diagnosed but who have it or a variant of it do have a higher risk reading disorders. It's not entirely clear why that is, but some of the philosophies include, and I've seen this many times because I care for many patients with hypermobility. 

13:28
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Is that the digestive elements of hypermobility aren't talked about enough. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And that can emerge from a difference in the way food may taste to the difference in gut mobility and motility. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Where sometimes people with hypermobility have prolonged. 

13:45
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Gastric emptying, meaning gastroparesis, and their food doesn't leave their stomach in. A timely fashion, meaning that their hunger. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And fullness cues are going to be. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Off or they may have very slow gut function in general. So they've lived a life challenged by constipation bloating, recurrent episodes of small intestinal bacterial overgrowth that go along with that slowed gut mobility. And the reality is that all of those influence how we feel after we nourish ourselves. And if we feel crummy after we. 

14:19
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Nourish ourselves, we're going to eat differently. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Plus, anyone who has a functional GI disorder, which may be the presenting symptom of their hypermobility, before they even understand what's happening in the bendiness of their. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Bodies, the first thing that Western medicine. 

14:35
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Does now is say, well, you should probably try a gluten free diet. How about a dairy free diet? Maybe skip soy as well. Actually don't eat carbs at all. And at some point my beautiful little rule followers are like, jeez, what is there left to eat? And because there are genetic temperamental traits that contribute to those who are at risk for eating disorders, who doesn't like a good old fashioned rule? And being a rule follower and doing it right, doing it best. Plus, unfortunately, when people eat like that, some will lose weight. And then you have that societal wave of approbation from coaches, from instructors, from the world, from peers, from parents, from grandparents and it's very hard to resist that. 

15:19
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So people can end up down a rabbit hole. 

15:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Secondly, many people with bendy bodies end up in either professions or in very serious elements of their life as performing artists who were doing bendy things. And a lot of those professions come. 

15:36
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
With a certain bodied look and also. 

15:40
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Expectations of a certain amount of suck it up. They're amongst, as we know, the most brilliant athletes on the planet. And a lot of the culture in. 

15:48
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Dance comes with, we all suffer. You can too. 

15:53
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And there's a pride in that. There's a warrior's pride. So when people are taught to ignore. 

15:59
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Their body's signals, to push through pain. 

16:04
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And discomfort and to look a certain. 

16:06
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Way, it is so easy to fall. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Down the rabbit hole of a restrictive eating disorder. 

16:11
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So those would be two of the. 

16:12
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Initial reasons I would think this is. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Related to your listeners. 

16:16
Dr. Linda Bluestein
I would love for you to either elaborate or just kind of come back to the whole concept of complex illness and how complex chronic illness. And you're 100% right. Our clinics are meant for fast paced, high volume. They're really designed more for acute problems. Although I have to say, especially lately, my experiences are I don't even think we're doing a very good job at that. Like you said, we're squeezing doctors. That's a great word for that. I hadn't really heard it described that way before. That's brilliant. And then the whole word about functional GI disorders, because I remember when I was first diagnosed with a functional GI disorder, even as a physician, I didn't know what that meant. So could you describe what that means? Because I feel like that's a very important concept for people to understand. 

17:06
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, absolutely. 

17:08
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
There are plenty of medical problems that come with obvious standardized testing. You have appendicitis, you have a blood test that shows an elevated white blood cell count and a Cat scan that shows inflammation over your appendix diagnosis. 

17:24
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So much of what I does not have a measurable connection that makes. 

17:31
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
It no less real. We just don't know how to measure these things. And the problem is that Western medicine, again, in the ways were taught and then in the ways we've experienced. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Medicine since then, fundamentally also teach that we should question or be suspicious of. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Especially severe, highly troubling symptoms that cannot. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Be correlated with a test. 

17:57
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
This is really problematic because the majority of my patients do not have a measurable correlate and have been told by doctors, it's all in your head. You're making it up. This is psychosomatic. There's nothing I can do for you. You should try being a little less anxious. And so from a functional GI perspective, what I mean by functional, and there have been various words used to describe this, but it basically means digestive problems. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
That aren't easily measurable. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And for instance, in the migraine world. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
It'S so understood and accepted that migraines are real, even though we can't test. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
A blood test or do a Cat scan to see how severe is this migraine, really? Fortunately, for the most part, we now. 

18:40
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Understand that we use the patient's narrative. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Description to form the diagnosis and understand. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
The severity, doctors have lost our capacity to listen to a story and have that be the evidence we need. 

18:56
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So when you tell me that every time you eat, within 15 minutes, your stomach burns with a searing pain and you feel refluxed, food and acid come up, maybe even into your mouth, and you begin to bloat and your skin starts to itch. I would be such a jerk to say. 

19:14
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Well, unless I can find a blood. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Test to explain that doesn't exist, of course it exists. You are literally experiencing it. So we start from that place, listen to the patient ask all the questions. 

19:27
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
In the beauty of my private practice. 

19:30
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I have tons of time to really hear the whole story. And as a result, I've learned so much. I mean, my goodness, I thought that I was pretty knowledgeable about eating disorders when I left my hospital program. It turns out I've probably doubled my knowledge base since then, since 2016, because of all of the things I've had. 

19:48
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
To humbly say, oh my gosh, I. 

19:51
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Never knew this existed. Oh, wow. That's a therapy I had never heard of before. So, among the things that I see all the time in my quote unquote functional GI work include small intestinal, bacterial overgrowth or SIBO. And not only the western ways of managing it, but also the herbal ways, some of which are pretty well supported by the literature, some of which come down in a spoken tradition from expert gastroenterologic dietitians, for instance, and doing that without diet culture, doing that with as little restriction in food as possible. I do a lot of work with irritable bowel syndrome, a ton of work with gastroparesis, which can be measured sometimes. 

20:32
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And with mass cell activation syndrome, which. 

20:36
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I know that we're going to talk about in a little bit. And also fascinatingly pelvic floor dysfunction and abdominal wall dysfunction. So ever so briefly, because this may be relevant to your listeners, especially those who have gone through cycles of restriction, but plenty of other folks as well can end up with an abdominal wall muscular set that is both too tense. 

20:59
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And too weak, but at least too tense. 

21:02
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So it acts like an internal corset around all of the organs. And that can cause a feeling of extreme nausea, fullness discomfort when people eat, not because they have gastroparesis or slowed emptying, but literally because they're getting bound from within. 

21:18
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And a really great physical therapist can. 

21:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Teach people how to breathe again, they can help reduce the myofascial restrictions that are binding them from within. And when we actually use the full extent of our diaphragms, we're massaging our guts forward and we're stimulating our parasympathetic nervous system that calms us and brings us out of that state of heightened stress. Similarly, pelvic floor dysfunction can contribute to constipation pain with intercourse, pelvic pain, frequent urination, a feeling of being inadequately emptied after pooping these things can be managed with PT, but I never knew about them. So it's been such a joy at. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
The age of 46 to say, wow. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I didn't know that. I'm so excited to learn. Teach me more. I have no ego here. All I want to do is be. 

22:08
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Here for my patients and learn more. 

22:10
Jennifer Milner
That's incredible. I think that's the dream that every person wants is to find a doctor who says, I don't know, but let me learn about it, let me dig in deeper. So you've talked about a lot of different issues with gastroparesis, with MCAs, with stomach emptying issues, and these can all be digestive issues that can sometimes be misunderstood as an eating disorder. But when we're speaking about an eating disorder, specifically, how do you define an eating disorder? What exactly are we talking about? 

22:43
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Sure, so eating disorders are formally diagnosed through the highly flawed, but it's what we've got to work with. Diagnostic and Statistical Manual five. The DSM five. So there are very specific criteria by which one diagnoses a formal eating disorder. 

22:56
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
There are so many things that the. 

22:57
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
DSM Five gets wrong. One of them, for instance, being that they label something called atypical anorexia nervosa as someone who has all the beliefs and behaviors and fears of someone with anorexia nervosa. But they don't happen to be in an emaciated body. They house apical anorexia under other specified feeding and eating disorders, OSFED, which sounds very wonky until I say oftentimes insurance. 

23:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Excludes all care for OSFED diagnoses. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And the use of atypical anorexia is. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So outrageous because anorexia nervosa has a. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Population prevalence of maybe 0.1% atypical, quote unquote, anorexia nervosa may have a population. 

23:37
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Prevalence of as much as 3%. 

23:40
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I wouldn't be surprised if it were higher. So which one's atypical? What's the atypical state when someone restricts their calories and slows their metabolism and puts their dear sweet body into a survival mode that evolved over millennia to save our lives? When we have inadequate nutrition, it's the ones who get underweight. That's what's atypical from a population perspective. But no medicine is going to focus on the emaciated ones only. So the rest of what society is. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Experiencing is disordered eating. 

24:12
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And I'm going to say that really broadly because our society, as you may have noticed, is obsessed with hyper controlling our food in truly arbitrary ways in order to attain thin privilege. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
It's really important that we don't think. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Of this as a superficial or shallow goal in our society. We know automatically, but I'll put words to it, that if you have a thinner body and any other point of. 

24:42
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Lesser privilege, you are safer than if you have a fat body and those traits. 

24:48
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So the entire focus of our society on losing weight for some has to do with health outcomes, but for many has to do with trying to attain and sustain thin privilege. So it's a very serious systems of oppression problem that's the language that I use, others don't have to use. That, of course, where we recognize that we're all under this umbrella and under these expectations and tacit rules. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So most people, probably 90 plus percent. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Of the population, I think, probably engages in disordered eating in that they say today, Arbitrarily, I can't eat this, I'm not eating that, I feel guilty about eating this. I have the mistaken scientifically faulty belief that I have to work out extra to, quote, unquote, burn off, that it's everywhere. And it makes recovery from an eating disorder so hard because it's like trying to recover from alcohol use disorder while. 

25:44
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Living in a bar. 

25:46
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
It's just so challenging, and it shows up in populations you wouldn't expect. A friend of mine and a friend of the clinics who's done a beautiful Ted Talk on male athletes with eating disorders, describes that when he was playing college football and briefly pro football, he would estimate that over 90% of the. 

26:02
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Guys he played with had disordered eating where they were trying to change their. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Food in order to microscopically change the appearance of their bodies. Because of the mistaken belief that the way a body looks predicts the way. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
That a body acts or performs. 

26:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So the vast majority of society lives within disordered eating. Many, many individuals have formal eating disorders and don't get diagnosed or treated because a lot of the time, doctors prescribe. 

26:34
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Eating disorder behaviors in the guise of. 

26:37
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Trying to support health. Anyone listening to this who's in a larger body knows their doctors have said, well, weigh yourself regularly and measure your food, count your calories, be focused on weight loss above all else. Sounds like the prescription for an eating disorder to me. 

26:54
Jennifer Milner
Well, and I appreciate what you said about with the pro football players. You said they were altering their diet to change the appearance of their bodies. And that's such an important differentiation to make, right? Because some people do need to alter their diet to change the health of their bodies. We have to alter what we eat in order to be healthier, but it's that altering their diet to change their appearance. And that number of 90% that you sort of estimated of people having disordered eating, we see it everywhere. We see every type of diet, of lifestyle, plan, those sorts of things out there. Do you think that this is a new phenomena that's happening, or do you think that it's been around and just hasn't been quite so bold to be on the surface? 

27:42
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, this has been around forever. There's a brilliant book called Fearing the Black Body by Sabrina Strings, who's a brilliant sociologist, and she writes about the racist roots of thin focus and really takes us on a fascinating journey through hundreds of years, back in Europe, et cetera, where ultimately Thinness, as people came to the US. And as the country was founded, became associated with sort of virtuosity whiteness and innocence in really interesting ways. So these thoughts have always been around, but now our world of the internet and social media amplifies it enormously. Plus there is just no question that. 

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Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
The multibillion dollar dieting industry benefits from. 

28:26
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Continuing to leave us in cycles of weight loss and weight gain that keep us coming back for more of their products and more of their programs. It turns out that weight cycling, the. 

28:36
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
More you lose weight and gain, it. 

28:39
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
May contribute to up to 100% increase in risk of heart attack, stroke and death. Just weight cycling itself, it's really stressful on our bodies to weight cycle. And of course the people who are most at risk for being put through behaviors or putting themselves through behaviors that lead to weight cycling are the people in larger bodies who are then further stigmatized for daring not to be healthy in certain ways. 

29:03
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So it's a big problem and I just continue to try to bring focus to it. 

29:10
Jennifer Milner
Do you think that there is a certain are there any predictors that might sort of indicate if someone is predisposed to developing an eating disorder? I know people have searched for genetics, they look for family history. Are there any predictors out there? 

29:25
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, definitely. And yet we have to remember that the data that have been collected so far are flawed in that many of the researchers haven't been looking in all of the right quarters for who gets an eating disorder. 

29:38
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
The top risk factor for developing an eating disorder is participating in restrictive eating. 

29:44
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
This can be for any reason because the part of our brain that's ancient, that I typically call our cave person brain that runs our underlying operating system, metabolically, et cetera, and that evolved over millennia to protect us from starvation, is. 

30:00
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Triggered by the experience of inadequate nutrition. 

30:05
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And it does certain things physiologically and psychologically that vary genetically by the person but then on the whole are pretty. 

30:11
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Well known changes that it makes. So for instance, a really gobsmacking piece. 

30:18
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Of research to me that came out a number of years ago showed that. 

30:22
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Individuals who have food insecurity, where the. 

30:25
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Highest level of food insecurity was defined as having children who were hungry at. 

30:28
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Home, actually had extremely high levels of eating disorder behaviors. 

30:35
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And nobody thinks about that because they think about this as a problem of more elite or well resourced individuals. But I believe that the degree of participation in eating disorder behaviors, including binging and purging and overvaluing oneself based on body appearance was as high as 17% among those with the highest level of food insecurity. So that's really mind blowing. But then you take that and anybody who's had an illness where they couldn't eat enough or they've gone on a diet or they have fasted for a particular reason, that can set off our brain into a pattern that then can. 

31:13
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Flow into an eating disorder and we. 

31:16
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Add to that certain temperamental traits. Which are by no means universal, but which are commonly seen where it's individuals who are more sensitive, more aware of external validation than internal compass, where what someone says about them carries more power than what they know to be true about themselves. They have a harder time holding on to that. More anxious, more perfectionistic, more rigid. All of those characteristics can end up leading towards an eating disorder, but so can and those would be sort of what we call the turtle characteristics, quote unquote. But some of the quote unquote hair characteristics H-A-R-E as in rabbit are the seekers of the quick fix, the people who will go and do something a little spontaneous in a dangerous way to get a high off of it. Those individuals can be more tuned towards binging and purging, for instance, or comorbid substance use disorder. 

32:13
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
A brilliant quote that I heard years ago that I don't know whom to attribute it to when I was writing my book, I looked for the quotation. 

32:19
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And couldn't find it anywhere was those. 

32:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Who purge that is, you get rid of food either by vomiting or laxative abuse are attracted to complexity and then overwhelmed by it. Just so interesting when you think about yourselves or the people you love who may have been involved in this. 

32:37
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So those are all of the elements. 

32:39
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And then, of course, families do not. 

32:42
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Cause eating disorders and family culture and. 

32:46
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
The way that parents themselves were taught to talk about food bodies worthiness the permission to experience a full range of emotions certainly impact how a child or young person or adult feels in their own experience of their body. 

33:03
Dr. Linda Bluestein
Now, let's talk a little bit about things that might mimic an eating disorder. 

33:07
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So what kind of things should we. 

33:09
Dr. Linda Bluestein
Be considering in the differential diagnosis, especially for people with bendy bodies? 

33:14
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Absolutely. 

33:16
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I think that this actually dovetails really well with talking about mast cell activation syndrome because, gosh, is there an overlap, just ever so briefly for the listeners who don't know what mast cell activation is, or MCAs. It's a disorder of a population of blood cells that we all have called the mast cells mast, which hold histamine and hundreds of other inflammatory mediators which. 

33:41
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Should normally stay inside those cells until. 

33:44
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Something very serious and rare happens. But in mast cell activation syndrome, the cells release their contents to what would other people be very mild exposures. For instance, a fragrance as you walk through a store or using alcohol, hand sanitizer or sitting out in the sun in the heat or eating certain foods. And these individuals can experience an extremely individually unique set of symptoms and a very individually unique set of severities. It only really came into knowledge maybe about a decade ago. I only learned about it five or six years ago and this is how Linda and I know each other. 

34:25
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But as I came to understand mast. 

34:29
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Cell and realize how few patients are properly diagnosed and treated. 

34:34
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I realized, oh, my gosh. This might be a huge key in the eating disorder field because patients with. 

34:42
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Eating disorders are already disbelieved disrespected by the medical profession. When they say, every time I eat X, my stomach really hurts. So many of my patients get gaslit and are told, well, that's your eating disorder talking. And in fact, it is not. So I've written a four part blog series that individuals can find on our clinic website, which I know you'll put. 

35:05
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
In the show Notes gaudianniclinic.com about mast. 

35:09
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Cell and eating disorders. So how it presents, how we diagnose it, initial management, and more advanced management. And it's been really exciting for. 

35:18
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Me to recognize how important mast cell is in this field because I'll put. 

35:26
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Across a sample patient and you can see how this mimicker could occur. So let's say that we have a 25 year old woman who always had constipation as a baby as a little kid and was kind of a fussy. 

35:41
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Eater and tended to get rashes inexplicably. 

35:47
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Now and then and really reacted to. 

35:50
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Bug bites, who, around the time of her first period, felt her health really go downhill in ways that she barely had words for. 

36:01
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But once her first period came, which was excruciating because it was really heavy and terribly crampy, she just started feeling fluish all the time, and especially after she ate, she would just feel yucky in her whole body. It wouldn't just be abdominal pain. It would be sort of like she had a fever, her joints would hurt. 

36:20
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And her energy went down. 

36:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
She would start to feel her heart race as she stood up and got. 

36:24
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Around and she felt something was really wrong. 

36:28
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Her mood also started to darken, and of course, everyone around her unfortunately said, well, that's a teenager for you. And her pediatrician took a quick look and did some blood tests, and they were all completely normal. So her family sort of shrugged and. 

36:38
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Was like, well, I guess she's just. 

36:40
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Going to be one of those tough teenagers. 

36:42
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And she just kept having this feeling of, I'm not okay. 

36:46
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But what she noticed was if she. 

36:47
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Ate less, she didn't feel as bad. 

36:49
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So while other people around her would talk about how satisfied they felt after eating a meal, she would really feel bad, and she started to eat less. And then she started to lose some weight. And of course society went wild for that. And we're all excited about weight loss. 

37:02
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And she ended up going down this. 

37:03
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Rabbit hole and ultimately developing anorexia. 

37:06
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But this was mass cell all along. If somebody had been able to get. 

37:10
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Her early on and say, yeah, of. 

37:12
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Course you feel like shit, you have. 

37:15
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Cells releasing histamine and hundreds of inflammatory mediators every time you eat. Sit in the sun, breathe in the pledge that your mom uses to polish the dining room table. We can help this. We can block those effects so that you don't have to end up way deep down a rabbit hole. And PS, as I'm sure most of your listeners know, having your connective tissues nibbled on by inflammatory markers for years, months, decades, can cause hypermobility and all of the digestive problems that come along with it. So I've seen patients who end up with something called ARFID avoidant restrictive food. 

37:53
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Intake disorder, which has no desire to. 

37:56
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Change body, no fear of fatness, no disruption in one's perception of one's body, but an inability to eat enough, which leads to complications of malnutrition because of mast cell. I've seen people who end up with ARFID or anorexia because they had functional GI problems that just made it so uncomfortable to eat that. I mean, we know what happens when mammals get negative conditioning after a certain stimulus. If every time a rat eats a piece of food it gets a little electric shock, it will stop eating the food. This is what happens to people whose bodies don't feel good after they eat, or who aren't believed that they cannot in fact, eat gluten. They just can't. Doesn't matter what their antibodies are, they cannot eat gluten or they will feel super sick. That's not an eating disorder, that's mast cell, that's hypermobility. That's functional GI stuff. 

38:47
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But all of these things can devolve into an eating disorder for the biological. 

38:51
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And social reasons we've talked about. 

38:53
Dr. Linda Bluestein
That makes a lot of sense, and I really appreciate that because I feel like I often see people when they are so far down that path, they may already be on tube feeds or they've had so many complications and their issues that they've had for so many years have been just dismissed. That's why we do this podcast, is to try to give information to people at the earliest possible time so that they can do whatever they can to help themselves. Because we know that the healthcare system obviously be great if we could wave a magic wand and change that. But in the meantime, at least maybe we can give them more information. So you've really done a beautiful job of outlining. 

39:41
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And I think of this before we. 

39:42
Dr. Linda Bluestein
Started recording where you were talking about that you were a poetry major in college, and it's beautiful because the way you word things is so wonderful. So we've talked so much about the problems. What about solutions and treatment? What are some of the things that you have found to be most vital for successful recovery? 

40:02
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, everyone's recovery journey is going to. 

40:05
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Be unique, which is problematic because the. 

40:08
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Eating disorder institution Capital I, in our country and the American Psychiatric Association have perhaps understandably, but I think ultimately not helpfully, created very rigid algorithms for who needs to be in what level of care and what progress looks like. And if you're not making that kind of progress, you're a disappointment. Or you're refractory or you're difficult. And what I find is, I mean, eating disorders on their own are already so hard on the sufferer and on their loved ones. But if you then add in some of these conditions, like hypermobility, like mast cell, that have real medical implications, that respond to real medical interventions, but the eating disorder people don't know about that and disbelieve it. You really have a population of patients who are struggling and who are ill served. And we take care of a ton of patients with mast cell activation syndrome in our clinic, and I continue to learn every single day. 

41:05
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
But the fundamental elements of eating disorder recovery involve first recognition that there's a. 

41:12
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Problem by self or by others. 

41:14
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And if anyone listening to this thinks to themselves, oh, man, I know this person in the studio, I know this person in the gym, I know this person in my class who really might not be in a good place. And usually that's because there's a visual thing. 

41:27
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And we have to remember the vast. 

41:29
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Majority of people with eating disorders do not look different from anyone walking down the street. The nicest thing that non professional person can do is in a safe. 

41:40
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Space, briefly say, I just want you to know I'm worried about you. 

41:44
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
You don't owe me any discussion, and we don't even need to talk about this. But I've observed X, y or Z. 

41:50
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And I think there might be a problem. And I just wanted to let you. 

41:53
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Know that I've observed that and I would love it if you would go get professional help. Because so many of my patients tell. 

41:59
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Me no one ever said anything to me. 

42:01
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And that reinforced their inner eating disorder voice, which chronically says, you're not sick enough. And that's why I wrote my book called Sick Enough a Guide to the Medical Complications of Eating Disorders. But that voice that says you're not sick enough uses society's discomfort with saying anything or feeling. It's not my business to stay powerful. 

42:22
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And to stay in control. So I encourage people, say something, and. 

42:27
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
If you have a loved one whom. 

42:29
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
You have more sway with, stand up. 

42:31
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And say, I'm worried. One thing to be really aware of is that because eating disorders are egocentonic, meaning they become wrapped up with the person's sense of self. And unlike cancer, where no one says, I really need to hold on to this cancer so that I know who I am, eating disorders very much do that they resist being recovered from. And I like to tell patients that it's really helpful to watch someone's reaction to your expressing concern. Because if I say to someone, hey, I noticed you've got a mole on your back that looks irregular, I'm a. 

43:03
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Little worried about it. 

43:04
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
They don't say, I don't have a mole. 

43:06
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
You have a mole. My mole isn't even that big. 

43:08
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I've seen people with bigger moles than mine. Why are you even bothering me about this mole? They just say, oh, thanks so much, I'll go see my dermatologist. That kind of prickly reaction, that resistance, that has a lot of prognostic and diagnostic value. 

43:21
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So if somebody reacts really negatively, that's. 

43:25
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Probably a sign that there actually is something going on. And in our general communities, the best first place is not to start with your doctor, who we talked about for myriad reasons, is not going to get this right, almost certainly, but to start with googling eating disorder expert dietitian or therapist. And especially for the dancers out there are a lot of eating disorder knowledgeable dietitians and therapists who are also either former dancers or who work with a large population of athletes, who work with dancers and who can really understand, hey, there are some pressures here. There is some reality we got to work with. And also, as an elite athlete yourself, you must take care of this beautiful body for it to function on the stage, for it to do what you want it to do. So we're not going tolerate absent periods. We are going to take care of you as a whole human. 

44:11
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
We're not going tolerate recurrent stress fractures, for instance. 

44:16
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So the best way in is to. 

44:19
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Have someone with eating disorder expertise do an evaluation. And from there has to be an acceptance that this is not going to be a linear or an easy or a short process. It's going to take a long time. And in fact, so many of my patients believe that once they can eat consistently at any body size, they're probably done. The reality is actually often that's when. 

44:40
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
The work begins, because that's when we. 

44:43
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Start to really do the richer, deeper emotional work and uncover the layers of perhaps trauma or exposures in life or belief systems that really need to be nurtured and helped in order for the eating disorder to really go away and stay away. 

44:59
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah. 

45:00
Jennifer Milner
And that's covering a lot of different aspects. What you're saying is there's no one fix to happen. And I know a lot of times in the past, I've seen people who, once they hit their goal weight, they're done. They're dismissed from the clinic and they're sent on out. Right. So it's so important to acknowledge that there is a mental component to eating disorders as well. And I'm sure if you talk to anybody who has an eating disorder and you say, well, just eat, and they're like, oh, gosh, I don't know why I didn't think of that. Right? Yeah, I'm all fixed now. But it is a mental disorder. It is a mental illness. And so not addressing that is going to have an impact at the same time as you've so beautifully laid out for us today, if there are other things underlining it, like MCAs, right. 

45:53
Jennifer Milner
Not addressing that isn't going to help. Get back to healthy eating as well. So finding that way to be synergistic with both the mental and the physical treatment for it. As I just said, we've seen so much in the past that was horrible about eating disorder treatments, and now we have what sounds like a beautiful role model for now and for the future with your clinic and trying to really look at the whole person, do you have hopes that for anything coming forward in it? Is there any research that you'd like to see? Any hopes for the future of how this is treated? 

46:26
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Yeah, I really want medical care to improve. Of course, that's my niche. So I do not want to stay in a niche. I want to be part of a whole new generation of medical care providers who really know this and love these patients, like my partners and I do. But I also want to see an increasing engagement with the subject of autonomy. The more we can allow our patients to make decisions for their own bodies, even when they have an egocentonic eating disorder that's also giving them very negative messages, the more we engage them from within in the process of recovery, instead of, quote unquote, doing it for my mom and dad or doing it to get out of treatment. So I think that better medical care, recognition of masked cell from way early on, which is probably going to happen in the dietitians offices. 

47:10
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Those are the ones I'm really trying to educate on this right now. 

47:13
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
And a constant encouragement to come back. 

47:18
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
To one's own true goals and values and move towards those in the recovery process rather than try to find a one size fits all approach. 

47:25
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
I think that those are key in coming up. 

47:28
Dr. Linda Bluestein
We've covered so many fabulous things today, and I know, Jen, I'm sure you have so many other questions that you would talk yeah, we could talk about this forever. What did we not talk about that you'd like touch on and where. 

47:42
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Can people find you? 

47:44
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
So there are so many other exciting things, but a lot of them I have started to do videos on and lots of podcasts and some blog writing and so people can find us at WW dot gowdianiclinic.com, which is Gaudiani Clinic.com. We have a ton of resources on our website and on our social media that people can learn more about. And if anybody listening to this is like, jeez, I think I might need more medical care, by all means, call the clinic. My partners are amazing physicians and I supervise them directly and we would certainly. 

48:20
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Be happy to see if we can help. 

48:21
Jennifer Milner
Excellent, thank you so much. You have been listening to Bendy Bodies with the Hypermobility MD, and our guest today has been Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani, an eating disorders expert, physician, and the founder and medical director of the Gaudiani Clinic. Dr. Gaudiani, thank you so much for sharing your time with us. 

48:36
Dr. Jennifer Gaudiani
Today. It's been a joy. Thank you so much for having me. 

48:38
Dr. Linda Bluestein
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